As mentioned before....

Well, its probably about time that I go into a little detail about the news that I talked about in my last post. Unfortunately, I thought that I was going to have this wonderful happy post about being 9 weeks pregnant and hearing the heartbeat and posting an u/s picture... But, as my life has proved again, nothing turns out quite the way I want/expect. I have been to the doctor every week for the last 3 weeks and the baby stopped growing and never had a heartbeat, just developed the sac and stopped. Today, I had a D&C as to not be at risk for infection. My heart is broke, but I know that there is a reason for everything. This makes 3 miscarriages in 3 years. I have never went through something so difficult as having recurrent miscarriages. I have had friends that it always happened too, but I never realized just how bad it hurts until now.