Things are looking up?

Well, it is amazing how any little thing can seem like it means SO much! I found out today that I am pretty sure that I got accepted into the CNA trainee program at the nursing home, they are just waiting on a few references to call them back. I am also waiting to hear back on a job that I feel like I would love. It is a community action partnership job that helps people find resources to better their lives. Their motto is "Not a hand out, a Hand Up". Meaning they aren't there for people to feed on but they are there to help and assist people out of hard situations and into bigger and better. Hmmm...maybe they could help me....all they would have to do is GIVE ME A JOB! lol... Seriously though, they gave me an interview and I was in there for an hour. I felt comfortable and confident but who knows? Guess we will see. Also, got a call for my hubby today that looks good for a new job that would be what he loves doing for good pay... If all works out well, he could be going on Monday.

Well so many things have happened lately that most people would see as now big deal, but they are major milestones for our family. I started talking to my mom again. My step daughter says that she doesn't have a problem with us anymore. And mostly, I guess I have realized that you really can't take anything for granted because in a second you might lose it. Lately I have felt like everything in my life is completely different from a year ago and what I realized is, not much has changed, I just lost a lot...not just things, but a part of myself. And now that I realize it, I feel like it is time to get the things I lost back. That is hard in itself because I don't really know all of what I lost because I was too busy taking my life for granted, but little by little I'm finding things. One thing that I do know is, I will definitely be in church this weekend because that is one of the biggest things I have lost, my FAITH.